Cancer and why not give your hair away.

If you need a wig, there are stores here in Los Angeles that cater to the industry and you can fine their websites on line.   I was surprised at what is available if you look.  Your hair is a source of self esteem and it really is something that I imagine would be shocking to lose.  I did not have to lose mine. A wardrobe guy from Carnivale sent me to one to buy a wig just in case.  I actually ended up getting a beautiful blonde natural wig. I have issues with the idea of chemo or radiation, and luckily I did not go through that. 

I think food affects cancer.

We live in a world where we can find ways to eat well and take care of our bodies and survive disease.  I want someone to do a study of acid and alkaline.  I am also trying to drink water with apple cider vinegar for my tummy.  It seems to be helping.  Again please talk to doctors.  Safety first.

I get ghost pains lately in my chest.  Like what I lost is still there.  I miss them so bad.  I miss the body I had.  I want so much to work on sets and create art.  The Cancer taught me that life is so short.  We should not be wasting it regulating each other and being like 1984.  How I yearn for something I doubt I will ever find.  I am grateful for the cancer though.  I think it gave me the strength to finally tell those in my life not willing to let me live to leave my life.