Cancer and why not give your hair away.

If you need a wig, there are stores here in Los Angeles that cater to the industry and you can fine their websites on line.   I was surprised at what is available if you look.  Your hair is a source of self esteem and it really is something that I imagine would be shocking to lose.  I did not have to lose mine. A wardrobe guy from Carnivale sent me to one to buy a wig just in case.  I actually ended up getting a beautiful blonde natural wig. I have issues with the idea of chemo or radiation, and luckily I did not go through that. 

I think food affects cancer.

We live in a world where we can find ways to eat well and take care of our bodies and survive disease.  I want someone to do a study of acid and alkaline.  I am also trying to drink water with apple cider vinegar for my tummy.  It seems to be helping.  Again please talk to doctors.  Safety first.

I get ghost pains lately in my chest.  Like what I lost is still there.  I miss them so bad.  I miss the body I had.  I want so much to work on sets and create art.  The Cancer taught me that life is so short.  We should not be wasting it regulating each other and being like 1984.  How I yearn for something I doubt I will ever find.  I am grateful for the cancer though.  I think it gave me the strength to finally tell those in my life not willing to let me live to leave my life.

Being Positive Can Sometimes Mean Allowing Others to Feel Bad!

I went to take a look at a video on some new Amendment and ended up finding the video linked below on the Daily Show.  It was almost like I was supposed to find it.  I agree with it.  I hate it when someone tells me to be positive, when I am still fighting to do what I want despite everything I've been through.  I get kicked for expressing my honest pain or opinion. 

Eating right the pumpkin way....My Pumpkin Pudding Recipe!

It is almost Halloween and I am excited to go to the Scream Awards again for another year.  Party Party.  So I am currently on a pumpkin eating kick.  Plus I found some cans of organic pumpkin pie mix- all seasonings contained.  First the Onion Radio also made a comic announcement that pumpkin pie can cure cancer.

Pumpkin Cure on Onion Radio.  There is some truth to it. 

The Epidemic of Cancer!

This, I hope is going to be the only time I write a title with Epidemic in it.  I am starting this site as a place to find solutions for curing the disease.  It may be just a place for me to find ways to cure myself.  We are all ego driven, and I will be upfront about that.  I still remember the pain everyday of what I lost.  My body reminds me even though the cancer I hope is gone forever.